Yes, it's not all about me. I should be focused on His needs and desires. I should have spent my time trying to figure them out and how to fulfill them.
The big lesson was I wouldn't always know what was going on and why but it was my responsibility to always stay focused on my Master and anticipate His wants.
He also just wanted to observe me and see how I responded. And learn as much about me non-verbally as possible.
He wanted me to come back. This time to stay overnight. We would spend most of the evening talking and discussing my BDSM list. Afterwards we would explore soft and hard limits, my pain and discomfort tolerances, and test how good at pleasing Him sexually I was
I was to get an STD test before then and share the results with Him. He would do the same.
I was to go to a thrift store and buy a nice but inexpensive skirt and blouse. They would be ruined so I shouldn't spend much. I should also wear inexpensive panties and bra. They would also likely be ruined.
He asked if any of this scared me off.
I said it scared me but not enough to scare me away.
He asked me if I had someone I could set up a safe call with. He wanted me to feel safe.
That made me feel better.
I guess it's time to get a test and go shopping.
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