Of corse I could. I just didn't want to.
Went home. Tried to process. Couldn't do much. Was I coming down from subspace or just overwhelmed? Or both? Or was it the same thing?
I don't remember what I did but I had to leave again by 3:30 to get back. I carefully packed up the robe. Keep sake definitely.
He said wear anything but I wanted to at least look good. My hair and makeup were still spotless. I wore a summer dress and sandals.
I got there and He met me at the door. Gave me a big kiss and thanked me for coming back. That was a big step he said.
He said He was sure I was still coming down from subspace. I had hit it hard and He had used me hard. That was not normal but certainly to be expected. He said I handled it well.
Now for my reward. We were going to a restaurant He heard about at the last 5280. My clothes were in the spare bedroom. He was pretty sure they would all fit. He directed me there.
I had never worn a dress that nice. My first thought was Vera Wang! lol what do I know about haut look? It was from Norstoms.
Mermaid style. Mid-calf length. Sleeveless. Honestly, something you would see on the runway or move stars wearing at the Oscars.
And red. Very red. No hiding in the background with this on. He was going to show me off tonight!
Red lacy bra to match, strapless to match the dress but no panties. Ok. I can live with that. Sheer white hose and garter. Sexy.
And jewelry too! Ruby earrings. Red pendant necklace and bracelet. Even a red sequin clutch.
Ok and the shoes! 4" ruby red. I thought about Dorothy "There's no place like home" :-) And they mostly fit. Little tight in the toes but as long as we didn't do to much walking... Not that I could walk much in 4" heels.
He spoke through the door. "How's the fit?"
I told him I didn't know yet!
Hurry up. We need to know if everything fit so we have time to have it fitted he said. And be careful it's all rented.
That makes sense. No one just happens to have a thousand dollars of clothes in my size just sitting around.
I'd love to go into detail but basically I got everything on. Like I said the shoes weren't perfect but ok. Bra fit as well as expected. The dress was perfect on my tits, loose in the waist (yeah me!) and tight in the hips
When I came out I just stared. The man cleaned up well! Dressed in a suit I would have stared at his even if we'd never met. Of course I may already be biased. :-)
He told me I looked beautiful (blush) and asked me how things fit. I told him what I just said and he said we'd better leave now then.
In the car he told me no kink tonight. Just a night out with a fancy dinner. He wanted me to see the romantic side of D/s. He said last night was the rough side and I did well. We wouldn't get much more on that but I should be prepared for it as many men liked it. We would work more on variety.
Friday evening we had gone over my BDSM checklist and I had asked a few questions. One was how could I possibly go through training with Him and not fall for Him. He addressed that in the car. He said most likely I would always be loyal and have affection for Him but He would make sure I didn't fall in love. If He sensed that He would take steps to stop it.
He didn't say how.
Then He laughed and said there would plenty of times during this I would totally hate Him.
We stopped and got the dress altered to fit better then left for the Resturant.
True to His word, no kink at all. I was still totally subservient to Him and He seemed to expect that but it was just a dream date with a handsome man at a fabulous dinner dressed like a model or actress or something.
We got back to His house and He gave me a big kiss and said He enjoyed the date. He said that was the other side of D/s. The romantic side.
I didn't know what to say or do so I asked if I could give Him a blow job.
He smiled and told me to go take the dress off first to not soil it. Then I came back and gave Him the best blowjob I could. Including swallowing. He seemed happy.
He told me to get dressed in my own clothes then told me good night. He said to think about everything we had done and what I think we might do and after a week to text Him if I wanted to continue. I started to answer and He said not yet. Any girl would say yes after that night and I was still in the end of my subspace. I should wait a week to think about it.
And here we are. Tuesday night and my ass is still sore and I can still see fait marks from his belt and my asshole was still sore.
But how could I stop now?
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